When you whisked into my life last week, I was thrilled - you were so different, so romantic.. so cool. There was something about you that I couldn't get enough of. I was ecstatic when you would arrive, so suddenly in mid-morning; it was unexpected and I took to you like a desperate lawn.
And it wasn't just you, Rain. You had these other incredibly toxic elements with you. That booming voice would send shivers down my spine and the howling wind was captivating. Your complete cloud cover that made daytime power use necessary was strangely appealing. And when your lightening crackled through the sky, my heart would race. But something has changed. Where first you were new and exciting, you have become drab and boring. Without your thundering voice, the howling is just annoying. At first, the prospect of not having to shave my legs was a relief but now it's become just one more thing you aren't doing for me. I thought I would enjoy wearing winter clothes for a while longer but that too, has lost it's thrill.
I know this is sudden, but I cannot help myself. I was thinking of Sun again last night. I fear I made a mistake and I'm going to do whatever it takes to get Sun back. I know this may be out of my hands, but I'm going to try. I don't regret all of the time we've spent together Rain, I am not trying to be cruel, I just think it's time to end this insanity.
The time has come to say goodbye. I have been dreaming of Sun again. When I saw you instead this morning I realized how much I've missed Sun and I am aching to see Sun again. It may seem fickle, I know, because I was thinking of you the same way, but the heart wants what the heart wants. And I am slightly vitamin D deficient as well so...
This must end between us, Rain. At least for a little while. I need some space. I think I would like to give Sun another try. I'm just praying that Sun will forgive me.
Sincerely,
Me, on behalf of at least
Half the Province
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